...I'm going through a pretty darn intense depression right now...
..I feel like no one likes me..
..My dog is probably going to die..
..I feel like I have no friends..
..And I honestly don't want to vent on here for fear of this getting back to my parents.
*coughcough*kyle*coughcough*
...urgh.....
for the sake of my health, do not tell your parents or my parents about this, Kyle. Or else I will kill you, ban you from all websites/blogs/and other I have ever made, and never stop complaining to you about my suck-butt life.
Kapeesh? :)
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"Sticks and Stones will Break my Bones, but Even Through Death I will Withstand the Pain."
I saw this a while ago, but I couldn't really think of anything to say... I still can't... I'm really sorry about your dog. When we had to send Coba away, it was really bad for a little while (still not as bad a situation as yours is) and I just had to focus on forgetting about it for a few days. And then I realized that he was in a much better place. So if you just think about comparing this... Your dog is in a way better place now.
Sorry if I scarred you for life, motivational/antidepressant/whatever speeches really aren't my thing.
It's better now than it was... I'm definitely getting to spend more time with my other dog, Phoenix.. It was just really shocking to everyone, even the veterinarian. Jax was only two years old. The vet was not expecting him to have CANCER.
When you say you were sad about Coba getting sent away but then you realized he was in a better place; you are WRONG. You guys gave Coba all you had, and that made those years he spent with you AMAZING for him. I bet he appreciates it. (If dogs can appreciate things in that sense.)
Yes, Jax is in an absolutely WONDERFUL place now.
All dogs go to heaven, if I'm not mistaken.
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"Sticks and Stones will Break my Bones, but Even Through Death I will Withstand the Pain."